Thoughts on a Friday.

Nothing special today. Just an ordinary day. But for some, it is somewhat the day where most people have plans for the night ahead. I remember before, I always looking forward for Fridays because I always have plans. Like going for a drink with friends. Sometimes watching movies in a movie house by myself. Or going on for a ride somewhere in the south or north then go back and forth. How I miss those moments.

Today, I'm just here in my room. Listening to Bread and sometimes I play Solitaire then watch my favorite Korean Actor. Nothing fancy today. I just want to be lazy. If I get tired, I will stop and take a nap. I don't do the household anymore because of my disabillity. I kinda like it at the same time not because I can't do other things.

Mom always told me I am the luckiest because I don't do things around. Well, I clean my room from time to time though.

Last night I had my treatment and it was a four hours successful. Thank God. The only sad part is that I need to have another blood transfusion again. When can I get hold of this blood transfusion. I'm tired already. I don't have my own blood anymore because of this. But I don't have a choice because if not, I'll be damn die.

Also I would like to share, one of the patient in the center died last Wednesday. I feel so sad after hearing about it. She used to be my friend when she can still walk. After the incident she had, she can no longer walk and plus a disease that shrunk her body makes it hard for her. But she was a fighter. She's been with the treatment for almost 8 years. Rest in peace for her.

Well, so much to share though but that's it for now.